not so excited

we're going home today and for the first time, i am not so excited about it. i will miss my husband and i feel down that he'll be returning alone to tokyo in a week. i know he will miss me and the baby in my tummy. every night he talks to her and say sweet things to my tummy. i know he'll be a good father. we're so thankful for our gift and we pray that GOD will continue to bless us to have a complete family =) and many more babies to come =D

ok now i'm confused about the tone of this entry, hmmmm... since it ended with a vision of a lot babies, it made me smile =)

now i'm snapping out of it and continue working on our luggages.

moving tummy

woow! this feeling is so weird and yet so exciting. i can now see my tummy moving and i'm not the one making it move. there's really a someone inside my belly. oh our little one. i have been addressing our little one as she/her lately because of the last two ultrasounds but with the way she moves and the way she make those waves on my tummy, now i think we really need to wait and see.

but i guess, an active movement in the tummy of a pregnant woman is always a positive sign of a healthy baby. i love you anak! i am always praying for your health. daddy and i can't wait to have you in our arms when the right time comes =)

sorry about my last few entries.. yep they are all about the pregnancy. i know you understand ;-)

blame it on the ho-ho-ho-hormones

cranky.

this past few days i felt crankier than usual. i easily get annoyed or irritated.
it must be the hormones cause after i have blurted out and expressed my unreasonable grouchiness, i feel fine. is this weird? i'm now on my 25th week of pregnancy. and i feel so much bigger than the past months. now baby is moving more often, especially when she felt cramped in my pants -- even in my maternity pants. but i so look forward to her every movement and sudden hiccups. here are some of my tummy/belly pics :D