not so excited

we're going home today and for the first time, i am not so excited about it. i will miss my husband and i feel down that he'll be returning alone to tokyo in a week. i know he will miss me and the baby in my tummy. every night he talks to her and say sweet things to my tummy. i know he'll be a good father. we're so thankful for our gift and we pray that GOD will continue to bless us to have a complete family =) and many more babies to come =D

ok now i'm confused about the tone of this entry, hmmmm... since it ended with a vision of a lot babies, it made me smile =)

now i'm snapping out of it and continue working on our luggages.