i know i have been getting "chubbier" these past weeks but back then, i didn't care!
all i care was i'm so happy eating and it kept me going -- life is so short so i want to enjoy my love of sugary temptations.... this lingered until....
i saw my picture from our weekend anniversary getaway in hk-macau.
surprise, surprise...i'm not just chubbier.. i'm porkier! my tummy is like that of a pregger lady (which i would really want to be one, but i'm not!) and my arms, wooow!
they're flabbier hehe...
i know it's not a pleasant idea to imagine, right?... but i can't hide from it.
i don't know... when i was so sad these last 2 months, i found comfort and happiness in every bite of the apple-sweet potato pie from the bakery at the train station. sometimes, i alternated it with the big loaf of coffee bread which was so soft and tasted like a piece of euphoria. if i was not indulging myself with those pastries, i attack a pint of gelato or ice cream, both sold in a cheap price from the nearby supermarket. they made me feel happy.
until boom! 2 months later my pants are not loose anymore, my blouses are too tight and my face is like a big bowl when i smile...like this :D :
i'm now on my 3rd day of running away from that routine. i didn't buy any pastry/bread-only for hubby's breakfast. i didn't buy any chips. i only ate white meat ,tofu, fruit and veggie. so far, i've lost about less than 1/2 a kilo. still a long way to go but slowly i will return to my normal chubby built =D and i want to flash my full beaming smile again in pictures!
i did notice your chubby cheeks but what i noticed more is your straight hair down. I don't actually ever remember you with hair down, you are always on your ponytail. Do what you have to do for your figure, but i suggest you keep your hair straight and down ... suits you nicely.
ReplyDeletepretty.di naman taba a. but of course, what's true is how you feel. there are really times when we just can't stop from eating sinful faves. when i'm sad, i tend to eat a lot too. if your building has stairs, and if you want to exercise, you can climb up and down. i climb till the 12th floor and then down. it's really a good exercise.
ReplyDelete@charm: salamat po!
ReplyDeletehihi nagparebond ksi ako mga 2 months ago kaya maayos ang buhok na ibaba =D
musta n ang nagbubuntis? ingat palagi =)
@rose: wow! 12 floors! hehe hihikain ata ako dun...pero yan din exercise ko pero sa train station lang at opis. musta n din ang nagbubuntis? hehe preggy buddies kayo ni charm =)